Guys please join 

CASHCRATE

its an online survey site where you fill out information and they give you money for it. It really does work, I mean you don't get a lot, but you get a little bit (and you need to make $10 or more in order to recieve it)

But its a good way to earn a little

Plus if you refer someone and they make $10 you get $3 as a bonus and like 20% of what they get (like they make 100 you make 20)

So ya, please support me and sign up?

please? Not to be a begger, but I kinda want people to join so I can get extra cash for referels (wich is essentially what a referel is)  thanks you:) -Alex

Do NOT under ANY circumstances buy and attempt to consume "wild cherry M&M's"
They are horrible and I want my 67 cents and 20 seconds of life back

(eh I would have probably spent it on crap anyway)

But however if you must purchase and consume, make sure you eat them at a ratio of 1 WC m&m for every 5 regular m&ms and injest at the same time so you do not taste the wild cherry crap.

You have been warned

If anything happens I want every peice of me found and put back together. If something cant be found use a robot or something from an animal. Do whatever it takes to keep me alive even if i become Robo Humnanimal!
But it the event that you didn't try hard enough (shame on you I shall haunt you till your dying day)
Every poissesion I have (that can not me forced into the grave with me....or the grave next to it....I defy youy to tell me I can't take it with me!)I will to my dog buster (but not Kali cause she doesn't deserve it...she'll just eat all of it)
Do not cry at my funeral or I will come back from  beyond the grave and give you something to cryu about.
Show some respect for the dead and Robo Humanimal

You have recieved my orders do as I command!

Ps. If Osomas on the plane and he dies make sure everyone knows I KILLED HIM!!!

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Its just sick
Theres not much more I can say on the subject

To those who offered suggestions thanks. The frienship is over and as a letter or confrontation would just cause more drama I've decided to ignore her completly. 
So I guess I'm out of the circle now:( oh well at least I'm FREEEEEEEEEEEEEE

(I don't hate her or wish her any harm I just couldn't stand to be controled by this girl anymore)

Good Riddance (Time of your life)-Greenday

Another turning point, a fork stuck in the road.
Time grabs you by the wrist, directs you where to go.
So make the best of this test, and don't ask why.
It's not a question, but a lesson learned in time.

It's something unpredictable,
but in the end theres right.
I hope you had the time of your life.

So take the photographs, and still frames in your mind.
Hang it on a shelf in good health and good time.
Tattoos of memories and dead skin on trial.
For what it's worth, it was worth all the while.

It's something unpredictable,
but in the end theres right.
I hope you had the time of your life.

It's something unpredictable,
but in the end is right.
I hope you had the time of your life.

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I'm gonna leave this entry public for a little while because I would also like information from outside sources too (if they have any)

Here's my dilemma. I am currently in the process of wondering whether or not to end a friendship.
The thing is I wrote her a message on myspace saying "Always remember I give a shit and I wont leave you no matter what" or something along those lines. I said that because she was upset about her other friend of 10 years leaving her (because she was negatively affecting this persons life) also I actually meant it. As I am loyal to the core and I dont want to hurt anyone or leave anyone because I wouldn’t want it done to me.  
This person was supposed to help me with my depression. However, because of her I am becoming even worse than what I was before and that is negatively affecting my life (obviously) I don't like what I'm becoming. Which is her...times two. I am blaiming myself for everything because she is making me believe it is my fault (and yes, I'll admit part of it is) I was a huge drama queen before and was dealing with depression. And was getting better until all of this happened. I have taken up drinking to escape the crap going on. She puts me down and has a tendency to find some subtle ways of either guilt tripping me or making me feel stupid (she makes sure to point that out a lot....not in those exact words....but she says things to make it quite obvious that i am) I am now back to feeling useless and retarded because of her.
The problem is she suffers from depression and thrives on drama. If I leave her she may threaten to hurt herself again (as she always does) 
I've only known her for four months and during most of those four its been me babysitting her and telling her "its ok hunny" and going places with her because she doesn’t want to be alone (ok so I could have said no but I’m to quite in that regard) 
My friendships with others whom I've known even longer than her are being affected as well. One even told me I was killing the friendship because I had been spending so much time with her.
She manipulated situations to get what she wanted and I believed everything she said just to make her happy, plus she knew how easy i was to walk all over and how intimidated i am of people. And more importantly, I aim to please.
I didn't want anyone mad at me so I would always listen to her. And she ruined a relationship with someone else because I listened to her. 
I hate ending friendships and I don't want to hurt her but the only thing holding us together at this point is the fact that she still owes me $270 (and I’m even questioning the importance of that at this point)

What should I do
If I continue to be her friend she will watch my every move and control me and I will spend the rest of my life trying to fix things between us and make her happy while loosing every other friend in the process thus making my life a living hell because I don't want to hurt her
or
Leave her and risk her hating me and hurting herself. Or worse....getting her friends to come after me (and I know she will. She will make sure those who know her hate me) she will be very upset because I had promised I wouldn’t leave and I would be just another friend breaking that same promise.
And I really don't want to hurt her


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Fair enough

                                             SILLY OLD BEAR THIS JOURNAL IS FRIENDS ONLY

                                                                   Comment and I'll probably add you